Not until we are lost do we begin to find ourselves--
Henry David Thoreau

Friday, February 18, 2011

the mood of the month

i've been living tumultuously lately. not by choice, that's for sure. you know me, a deep sea diver, not exactly a white water rafter. but sometimes we just can't control the sea we are on. and so...

i'm kicking against the current, day dreaming away most of my reality. i got laid off a few days ago. it feels like i just can't catch a break. so now i'm unemployed again. i tell myself it's a good thing because now i have more time to work on the book i'm writing. i told you that i'm writing a book right? well, i'm writing a book. i also have two new addictions: sake and chelsea handler. they pair very nicely. it helps me forget how tired i am getting fighting these violent seas. i just must be careful that i don't black out and drown.

ah, but my situation is not that dire. i do, however, feel for my poor dejected, little blog...so malnourished. it's been weeks since it's seen anything of any real promise. but i've been distracted lately. i'm so caught up in how things just don't seem to be working. but something must change. the current will switch eventually and hopefully i'll be on top once again...one can dream.

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